Preparing For Inner Harmony.
Now I am not an astrologer by any means, but I have been finding myself lately wanting to be more in sync with the moons phases. It also helps that my friend Laura (who is an self taught intuitive astrologer) over at Tenacious Taurus Tarot & Astro Insights (you can find her here) has been working pretty closely with me this year and helping me to align more fully with my healing path on the twin flame journey!
If it wasn’t for Laura, I would still be a mess on the bathroom floor after I first went into separation with my counterpart way back in November 2021! Prior to that we (my counterpart and I) had been in each other lives for 13 years, so as you can imagine it was quite a disruption to not have him present anymore! Having said that, the circumstances that also led to this separation were also pretty gnarly, but I will save that for another day perhaps!
Anyway, Laura has also been in my life since late 2021 and has been instrumental to helping me realign myself to my true north and I just love how I am now naturally aligning myself to the moon energies these days and harnessing those energies to manifest my hearts desires!
So if your not too familiar with moon cycles and signs, you might be wondering whats with this new moon in Libra and how am I feeling her affects personally? As a sign, Libra is very much about harmony, balance and interpersonal relationships. She is ruled by the planet of Love, Venus as is Taurus and both of these signs are very present in my astrological chart (Taurus Sun, Libra Rising). The new moon, according to spiritual circles is associated with new beginnings and fresh ideas, so the perfect time to plant seeds for a fresh start and what you wish to bring forth into your life with pure, loving intentions!
As for me and how these energies are presenting to me? I have been working very hard to release the past over the years since late 2021 (though I do feel it’s longer than that) or more pointedly the anger and resentment I have been harbouring towards certain individuals who have played their roles in the separation from my twin or what would be called in spiritual circles as ‘third party energy’.
Now I am not saying I am 100% innocent in all this! Not at all! I have played my part too in all this and though hard to admit I have self sabotaged at points (C’mon! Who really likes to admit they f-ed???), I am also so grateful to have had this realisation recently and for this new moon I can plant seeds to face my fears and overcome this for the sake of future relationships be they friends, family or romantic!
I really feel that this coming new moon in Libra is preparing me for a new beginning in love and finding first that inner harmony for myself or inner union which has been missing! I am working towards forgiving the past now, even if those who hurt me aren’t sorry for their actions and I can tell you that is a very hard pill to sallow! Ultimately, this new moon for me is about allowing the light side of Libra to enter my wounds and wash over them with her compassion and grace, so that I can feel more lightness within my being and trust that if I tend to my own needs with the compassion and empathy that has been missing towards me, I can bring forth my own blessings with beauty and ease! The end goal of all this is to feel joy again and allow myself to be vulnerable without fear!
It’s taken such a long time to get to this point, to be able to even be open to positive emotions again! Being vulnerable is not something that comes easily to me! Heck, does it even come easily to anyone? To allow someone to see us in all our glory and shadows? I don’t think so, however it is work that must be done in order to have fulfilling relationships with anyone!
So thats where I am at personally on my healing journey! Tell me in the comments below if you feel called to share how things are affecting you and what seeds your planting this new moon! I would love to hear from you!
With Love
Zandra